Baby Moon Grew Wings – 8th Feb 2010 Due – 1st Oct 2010 I found out I was pregnant in late January, took about 5-6test to convince me I was actually pregnant. After 2+years Trying and 6months infertility treatment I was so surprised but over the moon with joy. With having problems in past pregnancies I called the hospital and managed to get an early scan booked. On Monday 1st February was booked in to get a scan and was so excited although I knew I was not very far along, I went for the scan and sadly they were unable to see anything but they took books and they said my levels were very low that that is why they were unable to see the baby, so was booked to get more bloods to make sure my levels were rising and then to get another scan in a weeks’ time. In that time my levels went up and were doubling nicely. Before the next Monday I started bleeding but had had bleeding in my other pregnancy so I tried not to worry and was trying to keep positive. On the Monday we went for the scan and sadly again there was nothing there, the midwife said that she was sure that I’d had a miscarriage and that the baby had more than likely come away on its own, but had more bloods taken to make sure. That evening I got a call from the hospital to tell me my levels were still rising and that I needed a scan the next day, on Tuesday 9th I got another scan the doctor was extremely rough and I left in agony and in emotional pain being told they were sure my pregnancy was ectopic. Tuesday evening I was given my first dose of Methotrexate, and after a week we found out my levels were still rising so had to get another injection of methotrexate, I also had to get an anti-D injection because of me being O negative blood group. My levels are starting to drop now but still being dragged out, the day I found out I was pregnant there was a huge full moon in the sky that is why I nicknamed our baby “Baby Moon” I also thought it was funny because like the moon my bump was mean to grow but sadly baby moon was taken from us before we even got to have any time with him or her.... I am not sure what the future holds but I am hoping after waiting for the drugs to be out of my system we can maybe try again and be blessed with our healthy bundle of joy.... But time will tell.... until then we continue you hoping and knowing that our little moon will shine in our hearts forever. We have not formly named baby moon yet but until then he/she will be known as Baby Moon!